I spend the majority of my time playing with video games and generally wasting time.
I could spend this time reading, exercising, looking for a job, cleaning the house, etc.
Though I do exercise, I do so much less than I used to, and I'm not exactly sure why that is.
I've been looking for a job, but it's not as easy as going out there and grabbing one. Sure, I could work at Mcdonald's starting today if I wanted to. I could also forcibly insert a razor-sharp nail file into my occipital lobe. I've had some shitty jobs, and some great jobs, and I'm not about to willfully subject myself to further mental destruction.
It's all a question of motivation and ambition.
I don't think I was born with either of those essential human values. No, I believe I was born with a variable in my brain where these notions normally occur.
Wait, does x = 0, or is it just a general absence of brain matter? What if there was a calcified parasite in your brain where motivation and ambition are stimulated? Ya gotta brain tick, they's rare...
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